Mama said there'd be days like this....

Why the hell am I feeling so emotional today?!? It's not PMS. I don't have the equipment for that anymore. I could sit here and cry as I type this. Actually....I do think I know what it is...and I must admit it's silly....I guess, I don't know....Wayne has been sick for the past few days, nothing serious, just sore throat and the aches, but damn he's been grumpy while he's sick, and that's so unlike him. It makes me feel distant I guess...maybe un-loved is a good word. I don't know....SAD dammit, it makes me sad. I think that's the best word to describe it. Maybe a good cry would make me feel better....I doubt it, just make my eyes puffy and my nose run.