Mama said there'd be days like this....

Why the hell am I feeling so emotional today?!? It's not PMS. I don't have the equipment for that anymore. I could sit here and cry as I type this. Actually....I do think I know what it is...and I must admit it's silly....I guess, I don't know....Wayne has been sick for the past few days, nothing serious, just sore throat and the aches, but damn he's been grumpy while he's sick, and that's so unlike him. It makes me feel distant I guess...maybe un-loved is a good word. I don't know....SAD dammit, it makes me sad. I think that's the best word to describe it. Maybe a good cry would make me feel better....I doubt it, just make my eyes puffy and my nose run.

Ch-ch-ch Chia!

I've been doing some research on chia seeds and today marks day one of adding some to my diet. They are loaded with fiber, calcium, omega 3's and lots of other good for you stuff! They absorb 9 times their weight in liquid, so they should help keep me fuller longer. I hope so!! They are also supposed to help lower cholesterol and help keep blood sugar levels even. I'm not expecting a miracle, but any little helping hand is welcome!